It’s been a month, I guess, or almost, since we started talking again after 3 years. Things happened so fast and who would’ve thought we’d end up like this? Thank you for never failing to make me happy everyday. Just always remember that no matter how bad your past was, it doesn’t matter now. What matter’s now is what you have at present and what you will have in the future, and I promise to be there every step of the way from now on. 💖Another appreciation post because you deserve it and because we’re legal. [chuckle]
He may not seem like he’s the best choice, but he’s my choice. He’s the choice I’m happy with. 💘
Finally found someone who makes me happy everyday. Hay, missed and love this feeling. I’m just really thankful and happy for that one person that surprisingly walked into my life again. Hehe you’ll find out who soon :-)
2nd cover because it’s suspended again today…
It’s sad how you just suddenly stop talking to that person you were once so comfortable being around. It’s sad how you just lost the communication. You used to be so close and so open at the same time. That person you could tell literally everything to and not get judged. It is sad how the person you used to talk to all day, that person that you enjoyed being around, that person that even when you’re insecure still managed to make you feel special, that person that wouldn’t mind spending time with you, that person that made you feel worth it, is gone. The communication’s just gone and the strong relationship you established just collapsed.
It’s sad how one wrong move changed it all. Everyday, you’re longing. Wanting to get all that back. But it’s not easy. It’s not easy because it doesn’t feel the same anymore. The distance and the lack of communication made it really difficult. It’s hard that no matter how much you want it all back, it’s just so close to impossible. Because things changed. The communication’s lost. We will never really understand what one feels about the other because there’s no communication, no assurance. It’s all just maybe’s and what if’s. We feel avoided and pushed away because we are away. We are distanced. And for every distance we create and the longer the time we wait, it’s only gonna make it worse leaving us wondering and assuming the truth that we believe in and not in the actual truth.
So here goes all my late night thoughts, where I always put them. 3 am, and I am still up, thinking.